Oh yes that's Sickness

There was a moment where there was someone talking about a certain addiction near my table. In my mind I was actually paying attention their particular story. I was moved and understood who and where they were coming from. I seen this story happen all the time. I make use to try to look at my life on the scale of how I treat it or how I see others in addiction.

During my Observation, I would say these good people were a bit loud with their story. I was just in the café with my laptop writing my blog but this particular conversation was teaching me something.... Something about me...

This here, I was very immersed by how the story developed until then suddenly came into a tragic ending and to my knowledge I was getting sick to my stomach just by hearing it. Deep down, I was attaching to this story because I was relating or maybe finding empathy for this persons story. Now, I find it creating negative thoughts on my end, but in my head and how I start viewing myself.

Attachment, is most likely a control issue. A rascal that plagues our journey in life that we are held by something that we believe that it is ours to have and keep. Attachment is also healthy for many reasons, attachment is a Great teacher for our life is connected to our fleshly body, a lesson to see and embody.

Knowingly for certain; this negative thought's and feelings about this situation was not really affecting me but just the energy that the story it provides. It brought up personal concern for my well being. To know that this moment provided a Huge amount of Information about myself and on how we look at how we internalize our own pain with struggle.

Looking at energy and not being the energy is Important here. We can become more much aware here because we know it wont affect us internally but observing the problem or struggle and not being the struggle is huge. So we are able to look at this scenario as If we took a journey to the Art museum and looked at several pieces that struck us with what described in the Painted picture.

We can become sick, it is the sickness when we learn these behaviors and take it home and use it. Sickness does not exist unless we take from others and use it. Attachment teaches us to observe not to cling to. Make use of becoming the observer and then Participate when necessary.